Time heals all,

and heels hurt to walk in...

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Chrissy

I just want to...

wish anyone that reads this a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!

/me looks at the time stamp... yeah I know right? I'm still up o.O

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Chrissy

Ghosts from the past...

Sometimes they creep back into your life without warning. What happens when you are faced with this ghost? Do you pretend that it's not there and continue on with your life? Do you acknowledge it and face your fears? I've faced it many times and continued on with my life. Sometimes second chances are in order. Third chances.. yeah not so much.

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Chrissy

Sunshine...

you make me happy when skies are grey.

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Chrissy

So I just wanna say...

that sometimes you have to stop and smell the daisies. Take a break, just relax and enjoy what's in front of you. You never know what kind of smile it may bring to your face.
Smell the Daisies

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Chrissy

untitled...

:(

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Chrissy

Seems that...

I have found what I have been desperately seeking. It had been hiding the whole time in plain sight. Only problem is... someone else found it first.

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Chrissy

I don't know...

why I keep teasing and torturing myself with things that I can't have or won't ever have. It's not like anything will ever change. I guess it's just not meant for me.

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Chrissy

Twinkle Twinkle...

I have to say... you never know about someone until you give them a chance or try to talk to them. They may end up being the nicest person you ever met. They may make your day or even make you smile.

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Chrissy

Once again...

someone talks to me in a very demeaning and disrespectful manner. I just don't get some people. They have absolutely no regard for someone's feelings. Maybe I'm too nice and need to be a bitch or an ass hat sometimes too? You think that would solve my problems and keep people from talking to me any kind of way? Maybe not. Wouldn't make me feel any better treating someone like a piece of garbage. I just don't understand and probably never will.

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Chrissy

You know...

the saying that says that there is someone out there meant for you? Well what if that someone that's meant for you already has someone? Funny how that works huh?

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Chrissy

I really don't understand...

how people can act the way they do or say the things that they say. What's the point of hurting someone's feelings or making them cry? Does it make you feel better about yourself? Why tell someone you are going to do something when you know for a fact that it's a lie? Why even waste your time? If you've hurt someone in the past, why think it's ok for you to just jump back in like there was nothing ever wrong? You really think that everything will be the same? I guess there aren't many people left out there that think like me. Not many left that actually have a good heart or even care about someone's feelings. Lots of people think SL is just a game but it's far from it. There will always be a real person sitting at the computer or phone or whatever platform you choose to use. That real person has a heart, rather cold or warm. That person has feelings. That person is real. You never know what kind of day that person is having. You could make their day or you could break their day. I try my best to make it. How about you?

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Chrissy 

Really?

So someone, who shall rename nameless, said that if you want something you should just take it. I wonder if I should start doing that or should I just continue to be patient and wait for things to happen. If I end up taking something how good would it be? Would it have been meant for me? Would it be as good as if I were to have waited for it? Does waiting patiently really pay off? I'm not really sure which is the best route to go about something that I really want. I want it but at the same time I don't want to loose it. Maybe that something will just end up taking me before I even have a chance to really decide what I want to do about it.

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Chrissy

My first post \o/

I've always wanted to start a blog but never got around to it. I often don't have anyone to talk to about my feelings so I usually  just bottle them up inside or hide them with a smile. I figured this would be a great place to release a few of my feelings, thoughts, and emotions. I like to take photos in Second Life. Most of the time my photos depict how I am feeling and other times they may be completely random. I think photography should be fun and interesting. In Second Life you have ultimate control of how your photo will look and what all may be incorporated. I've started putting my recent photos on Flickr. There's a link to my photostream on this page :P
Anyway... that's all for now. 

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Chrissy