Sometimes I...

sit here and my mind just wanders and races around thinking about a million different things. Thinking about different people, places or things. I sometimes think that I think too much. Actually I'm pretty sure that I do. I wish I was one of those people that could just turn it off. Not think of others or things that go along with that. I think about memories, good and bad. Sometimes the bad ones bring up old feelings that I may have had locked away. Maybe I should have thrown away those keys. That way I wouldn't be able to unlock those doors and release what was hiding within. Sometimes the good ones make me smile. They make me grin and giggle and remember that there are still some good people in this world... sl and rl. Not many but there are a few. I guess there is no off button for me. I'm always going to think. I'm always going to over analyze. I'm always going to observe and watch and notice things that the average person probably won't. I'm always going to think. I'm always just going to be me.

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Chrissy